"Don't Worry" it whispered..

"Don't worry, you are among the top humans on earth that have ever lived. You have internet access, family and friends. You could even get more food than you could swallow. You are not blind, you've watched rainbows and sunsets. You don't have any life threatening disease. You don't even use a stick to wipe your poop off like the ancient Japanese did. Your bed is comfortable, unlike those who slept on the ground or cold cement floor. Not to forget that you are not gay. You also know to differentiate (bieber is gay).

You should have been more grateful along the way. So knowing how comfortable you have lived, what will you do next? Your dad may not be able to feed you anymore. You got to get your own shelter. You got to pay everything damnit! ~Don't worry, again you say. Early birds get the worms? But the second mouse gets the cheese! You don't have to rush or else you'll miss the scenes.
Unless you couldn't walk to get a job, you may be sleeping on the street the next decade. Unless you're freakin blind, you may commit suicide. You see, your brother is a lecturer. If you could ask people that pass by your house everyday, most of them may make 10 times more money per month. How much does your brother make a month to be exact? But look at how he lives now, don't you want to be him? You are jealous of him. Look at your father, how many years he spent on education actually? lol look at how much he makes a month! Like they say, you can call luck to come at you, and you couldn't agree more on that.

To be precise on what the actual hell you're saying, you'd get to be better than most people with the least amount of effort. The only problem is you got to do it all correct. So within you vision, taking current challenges into consideration, if you want to drive car that shines and sleep on marshmallow, the least you can do is get graduated and start breeding money. You are among the worst laziest students but you passed SPM better than many students that finished their homework, praised by the teachers and those who even offered you to study. Laziness is obviously bad and you know it, you always know it!
That indicates that you have a 'working me' and you know how to get around things well, even its not the best you can do. You are among the lucky person on earth damnit imagine the lives of those children in Africa.
No matter how much rules you broke in school, you didn't feel bad, congrats! Because you know when to feel bad! You feel bad when you hurt people, like when you've failed to manage your anger~ seriously, learn how to do it. So far you are doing so good, a round of applauds. So if you do better in future, you'd probably use 50 note to wipe your nose. You can do more. Even you tend to do things with the least amount of effort, you can actually do more bastard. Because histories said you've failed things because you didn't try harder. Don't worry." said my brain today after it realized  nobody could motivate me more than itself.