The feeling you get when you are in love with someone but you know no matter what both of you wouldn't get together. This makes me fucking sick. But outside, I'm still all cool and chillin. Because I know it's just a matter of time until this shit goes away. Lets talk atheism. It greatly relaxes my mind as always.

8/6/12

Probably the most terrible pain known to men. Toothache. So another baby tooth is on its way out of my upper gum. To make it more dramatic...tomorrow would gonna be our first paper of the UPS. Even more dramatic, I just figured out in what zone I've been the whole progress. The fucking friendzone. Been expecting too much from a newly met Sarawak girl, very pretty and flirty. But this kind of shit doesn't contribute much to my brain usage. Just have this feelings...why being responsive to flirt from someone you've friendzoned? Naughty girl. Sigh...got loads of shit in my priority. I might even have to go through some more headaches before I get to decide which home to go for the holidays. For sure, each decision would dissapoint the opposing party. Damn...

I've made decision. The hardest part wasn't choosing whether to go or not, but to say why I choose not to go. The thing is I've rejected an offer no man can refuse. Especially when my very best friend was the one who offered it. I didn't change, I grew up. I choose to rather stay here tonight, doing revision and assignments, ignoring the promise I've made last week. We've been best friends for many years so I know how he felt when I said I rather study tonight for the upcoming UPS. If the time is not now, then when should I start getting serious for my future? Sigh...call me a noob, a nerd. I'm not avoiding you, I'd really hang out with you more if I could. But I'm no longer a boy. This is the last year for a chance of having my future brighter. The only year left. A lifeless year. Just need a decent job under government because the bussines isn't promising. So my best friend ever, do enjoy your night, I'll still be around when you need me. You see, people always know how to rock, but they always forget about the roll.

God cannot be all-knowing

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BL Peter.

In this specific case where God is speculated to exist and is all-knowing, lets all magnify that there's completely nothing beyond His knowledge, taking future into account.

In a logic sense, if future is known then there would be a fixed sequence of actions laid ahead. A simple example might says, God has the one answer, whether or not will one go to hell. If there's known future, then he is definitely going to obey it. As I am well aware of how this notion may sound to theists who firmly assured that one creates his own future, lets get into the details.

Neglect how and why, consider a situation where god could answer our question whether yes or no. In reality that wouldn't happen, but the point is as you have already agreed, God knows everything so he must have the absolute answer that EXCLUDES uncertainty. So when we ask if a random baby will grow up a murderer, God CAN NOT say "It depends to the baby". Why not? Because with that answer, God shows uncertainty. Is He insecure? God must have known the exact future. If He knows exactly then there's no uncertainty but a fixed future. Therefore it should be only 'yes' or 'no'. Consider the known future to be yes, then the baby must grow up to be a murderer. How could he appose the known future? The baby couldn't. This concludes that if there is an all-knowing deity, the idea of free will would be totally absurd. As simple as that.

The next point is that God cannot have any emotion. Now if we go through the major religions of the world, God(s) has/have always been pictured to be able to get mad, happy, unsatisfied, and many more humanlike emotions. The pure logic I'm trying to apply is, one cannot have emotion changes given that if he already knew about all the upcoming events that are yet to happen. Emotion changes only when new information come into our knowledge. If there's nothing left unknown, you cannot be 'surprised' to result in emotion changes. In case the notion is still unclear, lets procced to the analogies.

Pretend that you are about to open a present box, if you already knew the content of the box then it wouldn't be a surprise to see whats inside. You cannot be surprised anymore. As if you are lending a huge amount of money to a friend, but you know exactly that the friend would only run away with it, then you couldn't feel angry anymore when it finally happens. If you should, you would have felt it as early as you knew about it. Or instead, you'll only blame yourself for letting it to happen. Help yourself, know what emotion is, how does it change, then figure how emotion changes wouldn't occur to an all-knowing being. If you resist to agree, the option left is to assume that logic doesn't apply to God, you don't question God with logic, and that only means you are having faith based on fear, arrogance, or stupidity, most importantly without sincerity and honesty for not using your logic reasonings.

Do you really understand the notion you've wrapped all round your head? Something that is all-knowing? Perhaps this would turn out to be a little more harsh in your very own perspectives but lets welcome critical thinking right here. God cannot think. God cannot consider therefore he can't think. How about that?
Firstly, it is a fact that in order to think, we need to consider various factors consciously or not. Only then we get to reach the conclusion as the result of the considerations, which in a different note, influenced by our upbringing. So to think, you need to start without knowing the result of your consideration. That means, if everything is known then there's nothing left to consider. We also think when we want to predict. In relation to our centralized topic, thinking and being all-knowing are not coherent. That is a simple math. You think because you need a conclusion, you need it because you don't have it; you think because you need to add in your knowledge. You think because you don't know!

The reasoning used was based solely on logic arguments. If your apposing reason is that God cannot be compared to human, I didn't compare. I simply judged his humanlike characters you've claimed Him to have in the first place with logic alone. Thus the last straw is obvious, the tittle does really speak volumes. Check mate.

Society? A penny for you thoughts

Given that life can be pretty boring here especially at weekends, I have the need of internet connection to check out news and as my reading source. I read on Emma's hubs on hubpages, the thinkatheist website and blogs are interesting as well. But when it comes to facebook, one thing is I get to learn that sometime it really takes courage to point out the obvious. It takes courage to comment on the posts on my newsfeed "bitch, thats hilarious. you are just plain stupid. were you born in a highway? because most accidents happened there"
I would feel a bit under the weather everytime I scroll down my newsfeed. "Two men are friends, not spouse." Obviously, this is like getting mad at people who eat sandwiches in front of you because you're on your diet. Do not fucking apply your OWN religion's rules on other people. Maybe for having mental capacity of a vegetable makes the notion sounds impossible. Common sense is indeed a rare species...sigh. Even for openly declaring my support on same sex mariage concludes that I'm gay? Wow, so does supporting animals' rights makes you an animal? Dear rotten eggs, this is human right. If you hate green shirt, just don't fucking wear green. As simple as that..just to get things off my chest..just to show myself anger is small when its written down~

Couldn't do more with a phone..just the silly rainbow effect. If I can use photoshop now her teeth wouldn't be so hahahhaha

*tongue out* okay, 1...2...3!!*smiles*