The feeling you get when you are in love with someone but you know no matter what both of you wouldn't get together. This makes me fucking sick. But outside, I'm still all cool and chillin. Because I know it's just a matter of time until this shit goes away. Lets talk atheism. It greatly relaxes my mind as always.

8/6/12

Probably the most terrible pain known to men. Toothache. So another baby tooth is on its way out of my upper gum. To make it more dramatic...tomorrow would gonna be our first paper of the UPS. Even more dramatic, I just figured out in what zone I've been the whole progress. The fucking friendzone. Been expecting too much from a newly met Sarawak girl, very pretty and flirty. But this kind of shit doesn't contribute much to my brain usage. Just have this feelings...why being responsive to flirt from someone you've friendzoned? Naughty girl. Sigh...got loads of shit in my priority. I might even have to go through some more headaches before I get to decide which home to go for the holidays. For sure, each decision would dissapoint the opposing party. Damn...